So this is just one of those nights. Or maybe its just my mood swings cause i think my period is coming soon... Whatever it is, i hate it. I thought it stopped cause i've felt quite happy for these past few days but i way wrong. Im such a disappointment and i just feel that whatever i do, will only make people more disappointed. And the worse part is that i've seem to give up on trying to not be a failure. Its like failure all the way brooo~ The worse part is having no one. I feel really insecure when i talk to people because sometimes it feels like they dont really care or they are just pretending to give a shit or maybe im annoying the hell outta them or im just wasting their time. I feels like that ALL the time. Its like no one really listens? Im just sick and tired of living. Trying to fit into this world when i clearly dont. sigh, goodbye world.